oh my gosh.

this world is so scary.

full of unloyalty and backstabbing.

just came bake from taiwan last night.

people thought that the trip was like a dream.

to me...

i don't know.

it is the sweetest dream and the worst nightmare.

i had fun and got close to people.

but

the closer ones seems to drift away and those that are already very far moves further.

i have no idea what has been said about me.

good or bad.

but i realised that some people that i trusted are not really as trustable anymore.

now that people thinks that i am fickle and changes friends easily, having no loyalty and honesty.

i feel really upset about it.

1st point.. people who knows me well knows that i am a loyal person but let goes of someone if they no longer treat me as a person who they find fun in.

2nd point.. i hardly have any people in my life which i consider is a true friend. i can't stick with someone that ain't real..

it is only when i find out and analyse things about what a so called friend did to me is when i decide whether to stick with that person or move on with my life.

and the most ridiculous thing i heard in this trip.

*it is because you are closer to the other group thats why we start disliking you*

roll eye

hey please! is this how a person should choose a friend?

a friend is someone whom you can trust. that you know will never harm you. that you know you are going to need in your life. that is true and unfake.

so what if i am closer to the other group?

but hey, i treat you as a friend. not a playmate.

people who don't know me well would think that i am a backstabber.

seriously. i never joked about friendships. it is one of the most important part of my life.

i don't know why the way they react and respond to me and my behavior reflects that i am someone who is dangerous when i treasure the friendship more than they do.

this is just like being killed by the one you loved and treasured.

why must this happen to me all the time?

like that thing that happened 2 years ago...

i thought i was really stupid not to let go of an untrue "friend"...

omg recalling it, it is so hillarious...

and that time i said something...

friends are people you find for help.
friends are people who show you the right path.
friends are someone you can tell your troubles to.
friends are not always for your happiness.
you must find happines yourself because your friend cannot change her happiness with your sadness or rage

err... getting a bit out of topic...

but i hope you know that this is how i treated people who i call my friends...

and for the fact that you thought i was siding the group that i was closer with, you are the one being bias.....

and i didn't side them at all. it was the way you and your group behaved thet made me think that way...

and finally i hope you know who you are...

north korea, again fires to south...

why can't the whole world just get along?

what is with the bombing and war?

why not sort it out and put an end to the matter?

it is so much better to have a friend than an enemy isn't it...

why waste the energy to bomb people that you dislike or hate?

why can't everyone just get along and just stay happy?

if YOU feel happy bombing and attacking others...

tell YOU what...

YOU and your people are the only happy ones on earth...

~872/875 of the earth's population would be feeling miserable, disappointed and angry...

why make un-involved so unhappy?

who do YOU think YOU are that YOU can control every emotions on earth?

that day when YOU prove it, it would be the last rotation of earth...

or it might not even happen at all...

LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON

omg it is so true....

A LOUSY FATHER, A LOUSY SON

PLEASE! JUST CUT IT OUT!

a person that has gotten bad influence and brainwash from KJI.

if YOU haven't realise it, the whole world is against you!

KIM JUNG EUN LOSER!

finally.....

new post...

didnt want to revive my blog actually.....

but..

i still did............

2010 is coming to an end....

so quickly...

2010 is the suckiest year ever........

1.hankyung left SJ...

2.kangin left for army

3.DBSK lawsuit still going on....................................

4.i borderline passed most of my exams!

5.i failed history~

and the worst thing that happened this year...

YUNHWA AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why do you have to go for army this year???

you can still wait another 5 years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why!!!!!!??????????

park hanbi is nowhere near YUNHWA!!!!

YUNHWA JJANG!!!!!!!!

NO YUNHWA NO T-MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway....

just 1 good thing that happened this year...

i don't have to retain!!!!~~~

looking foward to taiwan trip!

just don't want to share room with seniors....



anyways... just a few words to share...

was looking through blogs of ppl that are emo-ing because of *friendship problems*

everyone thinks that they are the victims of the whole matter.....

ppl just cheer up.... don't let friendship problems affect you and learn to let go sometimes cos something that is not yours would never be yours......

.....

it is already term 4...

eoy is coming.......

sad...

had mid autumn celebration in school today....

a new experience....

set up our stalls and beg people to buy our stuffs...

quite fun...

but for next year..

i am not going to clean up for those people anymore.

i don't like to be taken for granted.

and teachers.......

they will never credit us.

those people who really tidied the place....



anyway..

read a news on allkpop.

Professional critics rank the ‘Top 5 Best and Worst Idols’

the worst idol is cn blue....

3rd worst is suju.

5th worst is rain.

UNACCEPTABLE!

best...

1st BoA(unaccepted..... not such a high placing)
2nd SNSD(totally biased. 100% should be off the list.)
3rd big bang(maybe not a rating that is so good...)
4th S.E.S(i think fin.k.l. was better.)
5th DBSK(totally cannot be accepted!!! they should by right in terms of everything be 1ST)


seeing SNSD on the list makes me feel so bad for the people on earth....

they are getting so materialistic..

in terms of talents, i think only HYOYEON and taeyeon has it.

hyoyeon is the only snsd member that i like.

she is not like yoona.

just using her face to earn money....

and i think hyoyeon is much prettier and much better in terms of anything than yoona.

she deserves to be more popular.

and cn blue being the worst idols is pure stupidity....

people don't understand what is singing and music all about.

and some guy criticised that just because they play band music doesn't mean they are a rock band

well......

how shall i put it......

at least they rock and you don't---damn guy~~

people might say that it is just because of their good looks but seriously.....

they have got talents.....


super junior at 3rd worst

pure shit!

they haven't got eyes to see how many fans does sj have....

at least they are betterr than snsd!

they got into the group with their talents! AND looks!

they've got both!!

they win!!!


rain at 5th worst~

the people who criticised him.....

really have no brains....

if it is not for rain

would anybody on this whole damn earth know Kpop?

rain, to me, should be in the top5 best...

i wanted to say something really bad but i guess i shall not.

don't wanna get myself into trouble....

this post should change its title to pure fermented idiotic critics rank...........

PURE BIASNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

re-running mak ban shi...

missing yunhwa lots......

come back quickly!!!!!!!

it is going to be like two years or more until he is discharged from army....

why did he opt to go so early??!!

the maknae is off for military service before his hyungs....

he is so skinny.....

he'll get hurt................

my favourite member of t-max...

sad...

anyway...

hope that he can develop muscles in his bamboo legs..........

emotional breakdown................

yunhwa ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i wanna go ns too.....

but i know i can't....

nvm




waiting for yunhwa~~~

:(

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

as i predicted!!!!!

kwon's first kiss went to GAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ADAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg omg omg omg

goodness!!!!!!!!!!

best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gakwon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

kwon's first kiss~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

oh ya...

other great dramas found

summer scent and my GF is a gumiho!!!

shin minah is so pretty in my girlfriend is a gumiho!!

super cute!!!

omg... seunggi so mean to her.......

still.....

its seunggi~~~

hearts!!

summer scent was like almost a decade ago...

came across it the first time when i was like p3 or p4...

it was shown on channel u if i am not wrong....

but started to really watch it only last week...

cried like crazy!!!!!!!!!!!

ok...

top 10 k-dramas that i think everyone should watch...

1. DELIGHTFUL GIRL CHUN HYANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2. THE WORLD THAT THEY LIVE IN

3. MY GIRLFRIEND IS A GUMIHO

4. SUMMER SCENT

5. SHINING INHERITANCE

6. GOONG

7. SAVE THE LAST DANCE FOR ME

8. ILJIMAE

9. STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN

10. AUTUMN IN MY HEART

looks like my tagboard is gonna be dead.....

nvm...

don't care...

anyway...

gymnastic marathon today...

first...

inspired by a spider cartwheeling ro escape from its predator, the wasp...

then..

saw victoria doing the ultra straight legged scorpion...

later....

tried to do the scorpion...

but...

can't reach the straight legged one....

after that...

doing handstands all of a sudden.....

then got out of my room and started doing cartwheels......

then did roundoff...

then wanted to do a back walkover...

before i found out i had no strength.................................







i am totally bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

and its 6.45....

going to west mall now....

to comic conn!!

and return my book.....