happy lunar new year!!!
i know that i am a bit late...
but i have an excuse...
it is totally because some unreasonable, self-centered, selfish, idiotic and stupid b**** is not letting use MY laptop!!
what a unreasonable act of hers.
the laptop is MY b'day present and yet she is the one holding on to it. when she wants to use it, i let her borrow it. after a few times of borrowing the laptop she takes it for granted that she could just take MY laptop without my permission. and now she is taking it like MY laptop belongs to her. how self-centered is it.
and now it is like i am the one who is suppose to borrow MY laptop from her. she uses it because it works faster when she is watching her videos online. how much more selfish can a person be?
she is just too stupid and idiotic to find out that she is using something that does not belong to her and she would be too awfully lazy to find out that she is just an unreasonable, self-centered, selfish, idiotic and stupid person that takes everything for granted. wake up my friend

anyway,
Chinese new year this year was not as good as last year's.
we visited lesser homes this year as compared to the previous year.
had lesser food this year.
afraid that i will gain weight.
then coach will scold me.
then need to have more training.
then muscle ache.
then in great pain.
then will die.
then don't need to go to school.
then...
i think i wanna eat more already...
then don't need to go to school, don't need to go training, don't need to do homework, don't need to keep running, and don't need to live on this world with so much pressure!!!!!!!!!!!
i shall say that earth is so wonderful yet so horrible.
wonderful because there are basic needs for life.
wonderful because there are wonderful people.
wonderful because there are many great opportunities coming by..
very wonderful..
but it is also horrible.
horrible because there are things that detroys the basic needs for life.
horrible because there are horrible people.
horrible because there is so much pressure on the younger generation.
*sighs*
this is life. just face it and go with it. there are no other choices.
*sighs*