lalalalala~~~~

people just keep ignoring me......

haiz.....

i am IGNORED!!!

miss mg loads and loads.....

was never so ignored before......

haiz.....

felt like drawing today.....

took out my sketch book and started doodling around......

waste paper..........................

but what was i drawing??

who am drawing for??

who appreciates what i do??

did so much not for any rewards...

not for people to take me for granted....

not for people to complain that i am not doing my job~

why do people think i am doing so much for rewards?

why do people take me for granted?

do i look so free??

like i have absolute nothing to do??

why am i doing so much for the class yet getting nothing in return??

why am i always the one getting blamed and yet i did nothing wrong at all??

WHY THE HECK AM I SO DAMN BEING TAKEN GRANTED FOR?

WHY??!!

i did so many things for the class...

i used up so much of my time for the class...

i never asked for praises...

i never asked for rewards...

I DID SO MUCH NOT FOR YOUR PRAISES, NOT FOR YOUR REWARDS, BUT WHY AM I ALWAYS BLAMED WHEN SOMETHING GOES WRONG WITH THE CLASS DECO????

complaints and complaints....

when can i get at least a compliment from you people???

i bet if i suddenly die one day no one will notice it at all...

they can just get other people to do my job...

but why the heck is the whole class depending on me so much??

do i look so pro that i can do everything all by myself?

the class design thing is really pressurising me a lot.........

no one on this earth is sensitive enough to sense that i am very ill these days......

still blaming and complaining...................

i was having a great headache today during english....

it felt like people punching my head over and over again....

and a teacher came to me and ask why i am not jotting down the notes??

i was seriously gulping down loads of water......

my headache never stopped...

i pretended as though i was really normal....

and i was a total A* actress cos' no one found out.

finally letting out my cries after bottling up my feeling for such a long time...

this is my limit........

i cannot go more than that....

the bottle of my feelings is full.. and so i have to empty it......

feeling a lot better........

crying my hearts out....

very fainty recently....

...BEWARE...